boy, you make my head spin <3

? 22 November 2009

my exam timetable is out. ):
cant go to Mt K.

i know you guys think i can prolly study over there.
which i cant prolly do here or there.
but try telling my mummy dearest k.
its kinda personal.
sorry again guys.

With Loves, <3s
7:18 AM

? 21 November 2009

With Loves, <3s
7:29 AM

? 20 November 2009

rainydays.
you dont know whether to love me or hate em'
<3

so went to tanjong's starbucks to chill cus brandon had his interview there.
and we came just in time for food tasting.
yumyum!

so we we served with 'christmas blend'
& really nice christmas treats!
hahaha.
of course nice la, free what.

pok only came later because we told him there's free food.
:X
hahahaha

played games & we got starbucks vouchers.
SO SWEET RIGHT?

they even gave us free cakes to bring home!

headed down to town.
pepper luncg for dinner.
walkwalk at ion, looking around for neek's birthday present.
then ahead to wheelock's starbucks to slack.

& all our HAHA moments
:D

With Loves, <3s
7:30 PM

? 17 November 2009

sigh.
i cant just pretend that it does not matter to me.
that it doesnt affects me.
i'm trying, are you?

seems to me you are just waiting for me to "get use to it"
dont tell me lets not talk about this.
then when are we going to?
i dont wanna drag this.
its now or never.

With Loves, <3s
8:05 AM

? 15 November 2009

i love you.
so lets make this work.
(:

With Loves, <3s
5:06 AM

? 13 November 2009

talked about it.
cried about it.
think everything is at a point where things comes to a stop.

still feeling very upset and hurt.
takes time to mend a broken heart doesnt it.

ouch.

With Loves, <3s
7:20 AM

? 12 November 2009

mummy cooked my favorite veg with bacon, fried fish and honey wings.
but i'm just not in the mood for food.

i love you too much to say no.
say no, i dont like it.
i love you too much to say yes either.
because then you will start, and prolly the beginning of something so addictive and bad.
but i cant sit there and listen to you saying how stress you are.
i wish i can take away your pain.

the people around me smokes, my bestfriends smokes too.
i dont say anything, doesnt mean i encourage.
we'll are old enough to know whats right and wrong.
and if you think it's best for you.
so be it; human rights.

( no offense my smoker friends, but if you think you cant handle my sensitive thoughts, the red X is on the top right hand corner. fucking click it you fuckface. go fucking away.)

mr devilhead is messing around with your brain, telling you how it will all go away after one puff.
little miss angeltoot is prolly locked somewhr deep in your asshole. & the only thing that keeps you hanging is because you're afraid to lose me.

& yes, i dont wanna lose you too.
fuck, i wish i can shove tampons into my eyes so they would stop flowing.
sigh~

i dont streotype people who smokes.
my dad smokes, even my 81 yearold grandmama smokes.
i still love em like i always do.
but maybe its just me.
i feel its difficult to aceept you smoking.
maybe cause i knew you as a non-smoker.

come on' who in the world doesnt feel in one point of their life that it sucked so much,
& it'll just make me feel better after a puff?
well, i sure did.
but i didnt smoke either.
because i knew if i did.
i would have hurt alot of those who cared.
jess smokes, but she'll beat the shit out of me if i did.
seriously? i dont know why too.
its just this feeling that you dont wanna see someone close and impt to you do it.
i dont give a shit to myself. smoking kills~ blah.
we are all going to fucking die anyway.
but i'm not doing it for me, i'm doing it for those who loves me.
i love em, so i will never ever hurt em.

what happen to the bug i knew?
letting stress take whats best of you.
if everything can be taken off with a puff,
Obama should be a really heavy smoker then.

just so you know, i still love you so.

With Loves, <3s
8:22 AM